Thursday, 29 November 2012
Belated birthday surprise at work.
Wednesday, 28 November 2012
Sometimes
Sometimes, I feel I don't belong. Especially when you realise how much fun others are having, and you just cannot afford to join them because its not right. Then people start to tell you that you must join them yourself. Standing one side only showed that you are not willing to join them. Then you'd try to talk and socialise and all, but, it's just not right. Nothing changes and in fact, you probably realise you are even more extra.
And you'd get so self-conscious of whatever you wear, say and act. Hoping you won't lose those friends whom you don't belong with.
And then in the end, you just went one big round to know that actually, it will still be the same. Nothing changes.
But you would try to move on and you did. Just that everything is still the same. Everyone treats you the same. You feel so useless. And nobody cares. They just say they do but, you think they're probably lying. Because just when you thought they do, they trample of the feeling again. As if trying to say: 'We don't care about you. Stop making us think that we should when we don't want to.'
Sometimes. Maybe almost everytime.
Tuesday, 27 November 2012
Monday, 26 November 2012
CHATBOX ADDED YO
99 views already woooh I'm so happy
Conver with Soulmate
SEEEEEEEE OMG OMG
If I went for prom.
My day today:
Okay guys, now let's talk about me.
Family.
This year, I have, for the first time, received so many gifts. Like example not long after the first half of this year, my dad got me a new phone! And then a DSLR. It's so expensive, yet he is wiling to spend it on me. And then my mum, bought alot of clothing and accessories for me too. They spent so much this year. But of course not just this year, like, for the past few years of my life as well.. on me. I felt greatly appreciated and loved by them. We are definitely not rich at all. So, I decided to work to repay them! But of course not just that, but I am very sure they will get what they rightfully will for all their efforts and hardwork.
Last time surviving in Singapore is not easy for my parents. Life was hard. My bro and I thought our family was actually just average when we were young. Only after that then we realised things were not actually that easy.
Years past, and thankfully, things got better. You can never imagine the pain and tiredness my parents endured and overcame. It is really unimaginable. You may not believe me, but well, suit yourself. I just want to share that, whatever we have and become of, is thanks to our parents. Never forget them. You never know what they went through before they had you. You never know they felt. You never know that their lives might have been much more worse than yours. Don't complain. Appreciate.